(♪)//165 Kinda' Down⌒☆+ﾟ

You ever get some days where you're feeling your best and then the next day you just want to stay under the covers? Even if nothing really happened? That's how I'm feeling today.

For a few days now, even though I was pretty happy and putting together some cute co*des, I felt a tinge of sad. I never had the best self confidence. Especially while growing up.

So I found ways to kinda' push it back with shopping, cooking/baking, doing full gal coords, learning a language and writing. Basically keeping my mind from falling in that pit. 

But I can only do it for so long before it takes over.

Not feeling good enough, pretty enough, gal enough, a failure, feeling other people are always against you, you're too different from your own friends, etc. Also prob doesn't help that I've been trying to work off weight I put on too...

I think it's important to address this. Especially when I know a bunch of other people that go through this personally. I know it will pass but I sure feel it now. I'm hoping that when things fall together in place a bit more, I won't feel this as often.

Since making this space more into a daily diary, I feel more open about what I write here. Still I'm sorry for the sad post. Here's hoping that getting my feelings more out into the open will help with healing.