For a few days now, even though I was pretty happy and putting together some cute co*des, I felt a tinge of sad. I never had the best self confidence. Especially while growing up.
So I found ways to kinda' push it back with shopping, cooking/baking, doing full gal coords, learning a language and writing. Basically keeping my mind from falling in that pit.
But I can only do it for so long before it takes over.
Not feeling good enough, pretty enough, gal enough, a failure, feeling other people are always against you, you're too different from your own friends, etc. Also prob doesn't help that I've been trying to work off weight I put on too...
I think it's important to address this. Especially when I know a bunch of other people that go through this personally. I know it will pass but I sure feel it now. I'm hoping that when things fall together in place a bit more, I won't feel this as often.
Oh darling, I wish I could hug you right now as I know exactly how you feel ;; but I want you to know that you are an amazing gal!!! And do amazing coords!!!! Sending love! <33333
And please don't ever apologise for writing your thoughts! It's good not to bottle things up <3333
Awww my darling! I'm so sorry you were feeling this way. I think your super pretty and super gyaru 💖 but I know it's hard to tell yourself that :(
Take super good kind of yourself 💖
You're a human <3 It's ok, feel it & take it out of your heart. (I usually feel like that around my period :| )
Sometimes when we think too much and too serious about ourselves we fall into this hole & really, what me or other readers see is a real person & gal, beyond any "insecurity".
A hug from me & don't think you're being bad to yourself for writing such thoughts because being good to yourself is actually acknowledging your feelings & you did exactly this, you wanted to hear yourself <3