We've been going to the library to get physical books
I mostly get manga w
But doing this also got me back into reading again (this one is mine)
I never liked digital books
Changing the subject. . .I feel like I've been getting stronger and then weaker
Most days are not great
But I feel like I'm starting to be able to write again
Some days it gets to be too much and I don't want to burden anyone
I can just write and delete or hide
This is my blog but I don't want to fill it with sad things
I've been rereading Tomonya's old blog
She talked so openly about everything including her mental health
In lots of posts she tried her best to still lift up others
Which I guess was trying to do her best for herself
I feel like I'm not there yet so I won't put more than this here
If I ever will reach that
I've been trying so hard to do better for myself starting with jobs
But I can't even get volunteer work
So I did a lot of shopping including this cute lamp
It makes me happy when it's on
I love stars
2 件のコメント:
It's soooo hard to find work now that honestly the amount of rejection might make you feel even worse than not trying in the first place. But I hope that you can find something soon! 頑張れ✊‼️
I'm happy to hear you're able to blog a little bit more! Getting thoughts out in a healthy way can really help working through mental blocks
Don't worry about putting a bit of reality in your blog if you are comfortable with it. Toxic positivity helps nobody, after all. I personally find it helpful to be realistic about the negativity without being all "doom and gloom" and then balance it out by naming the positive things in life, however small
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