☆飽きたー(笑)☆

I want to keep writing and posting 

But it has gotten really difficult recently

It's not about the numbers or lack of

Lots of things are a struggle and I wonder if it's all worth it to continue

No one can make the decisions for me

I just want to give up everything

Just really think no one would miss it if I didn't do anything anymore

Since the dreaded first week of the month at my job is over, 

maybe it will be better next time