I should explain why I disappeared. . .
Again. 
Life got messed up and it’s out of my control. I might be losing my job here soon.🫠 We don’t know what’s going to happen.
Sadly, it all depends on the public. It sucks cause I feel powerless. Hubs is always there to be my support but I hate this feeling like I always do this to him. I know being in a relationship part of it is being each other’s strength but I feel like he always has to put in more to save me.(;_;) I always worked hard so I wouldn’t have anyone else do that. But for some reason I can’t stop this shit from happening.
I can’t tell if it’s just cause of how the world is or I’m really that bad at keeping a job. So for now I’m depending on a temp agency to hopefully help me find something at least part time for now. Till we find out what’s happening with my current job anyway.
Jokingly I always wonder if gals especially are just going back in time to the 90s when a lot were basically homeless and working all sorts of jobs to survive. Are we somehow going back in time to live like they did? This is something that I can at least put a concrete foundation on instead of worrying what my unseen future will be. I can be a poor oldschool/manba gal.
Such a sad way to think so I don’t completely fall apart.
This is def not the life update I wanted to give but it’s what I got right now. Hopefully next time I post will have something better.
4 件のコメント:
Wish you luck with finding or keeping your job!
Some things are just out of our control. If you are doing everything you can do be a good employee, that's the best you can do. The rest is just up to the business whether they can keep you on or not.
Sounds like your hubby gives you good support~ That's an awesome thing! Stay strong. You can do it!
Oh no my darling ;; I'm so sorry to hear about your job and I wishing you all the best in finding a new workplace!
I'm glad that your partner is there to support you <33
Oh precious :< I hope things are looking up now
- Amiman ♥
@Sparklewolfie Yeah I'm sure you've read by now that I ended up losing it :( I'm still trying to find a new one but nobody is even calling me back. I try to think that way, but for some reason I always end up losing somehow.
Thank you. He always does but I still feel bad. It's really hard to stay strong tho ^^;
@Lizzie Bee Thank you. ♥
@黒い Amiman They're not really but I'm not allowed to give up apparently lol
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